Reliable

Does it make you happy that I’m not around

That I just faded into the abyss

Do you even notice I’m gone

Left you to it while I tried

Kept trying

Then tried some more

Do you think I’m foolish for trying

For loving you

I accept my insecurities 

And work to better myself

What about you

Where are you

Still in the same place

Same space

Same frame of mind

Everyone else has a problem 

And it’s not you

Yet I was there for you

When you needed someone

Your angel

Your light

Yes I understand

Yes that makes sense

No

I just wanna be friends

I’m not looking for a relationship

Right now

Games

Round and round

Being honest and vulnerable scares you

But

That’s home to me

I’m not sorry

Not sad

No judgement or regret

I’m grateful you allowed me to love you

For that moment

For what it’s worth