Chunky

I’m fortunate to know life before the internet

Where words like vintage, retro, and classic have sentiment

I’m fortunate to know life after its creation

Where new school becomes old school

There’s so much inspiration

I’m fortunate the wars I’ve seen aren’t like the past

Even though I’m pretty sure I still grew up to fast

Our fear of one another ain’t as strong as it once was

More of us can be ourselves and encourage everyone

With one foot in the matrix and the other on the earth

I open my arms wide to accept the universe

I’m fortunate to know life in all the ways I do

This bond of oneness then increases between me and you

Intravenous expressions

Intravenous expressions of you

Plague me to my core

What reminds me to

Detach

Is my

Desire

To let things evolve

But I keep wondering

Are you seeing 

Someone

Are we ready for this

Mature

For this

What

Is

This

I run my fingers through my hair which I wish was yours

I allow myself to be encapsulated

Do I

By your iridescent eyes

Light

All I really wish to have one day is the strength to say

To you

I

Love you

Reliable

Does it make you happy that I’m not around

That I just faded into the abyss

Do you even notice I’m gone

Left you to it while I tried

Kept trying

Then tried some more

Do you think I’m foolish for trying

For loving you

I accept my insecurities 

And work to better myself

What about you

Where are you

Still in the same place

Same space

Same frame of mind

Everyone else has a problem 

And it’s not you

Yet I was there for you

When you needed someone

Your angel

Your light

Yes I understand

Yes that makes sense

No

I just wanna be friends

I’m not looking for a relationship

Right now

Games

Round and round

Being honest and vulnerable scares you

But

That’s home to me

I’m not sorry

Not sad

No judgement or regret

I’m grateful you allowed me to love you

For that moment

For what it’s worth