Tarot

The card we pull

Whether right side or reversed

Will show the truth

That we are not cursed

I

Too

In chambers

Wept

For sacraments

Ignored 

Where darkness crept

Along my lips

A single prayer escaped

A meditative state encouraged the light

Breaking like waves 

Beckoning that which is

To be

Intimacy

The heat on his lips from his breath

Confused the body

As it mixed with the cooling energy of his

Finger tips

No physical touch occurred

Just molecules 

Dancing 

Spiraling around the skin 

The cooling heat created condensation 

Sorcery few could master

The external world melted away leaving the only beat of life

His

The silence was primordial 

The shift was inevitable 

He would never be the same again

The answer

Who are you

I AM a child of God

I AM abundance

I AM love

I AM grateful

I AM simple

I AM peace

I AM non judgment in the presence of newness

I AM open to miracles coming my way

Who are you

When asked you shall answer

I AM 

Seasons

I never winter with a summer boy

Unless that boy was there in spring

I never summer with a winter boy

Who doesn't want the warmth I bring

Autumn boys I find are best

With them there's never any test

And we look damn good when we dress

And talk about the moon and then

We find ourselves at peace with one

Caressing sunbeams with our eyes

This love is power

Tried and true

After autumn

In spring

We rise

Wake up

We have fallen into a trap set by ourselves

We dance with narcissism

We operate at such a low frequency

My dear

And 

Frankly

I'm wondering how long we'll reside there

There's such a long way to go

If that's how you see it

Forever unsatisfied 

Intentionally cruel

Despair in the morning

With coffee or tea

Anxiety for lunch

Depression for dinner 

No sleep from discomfort

Misleading the sheep

Until the sheep wake up

And realize the sun resides

In all of us

Beside myself

It felt like I had been crying for days

Until I realized

I was standing in the middle of a desert

Not even the kiss of the wind was present

To remind me

All that was

Was me

And the sun

Standing 

Just the two of us

In the desert

Testament

There's always room for a fall

Love brings us back up

When we let go of everything

Jasmine seduces the senses

This life

This love

Belongs

Is stronger than

Can outlast because it is transcendent

Our involvement with each other raises awareness of ourself

There is no poison if we understand the dynamics of the stars

Connecting is universal

Gathering love invokes the spirit

All translation remains useless

Falling into the flames by desire never felt so good

Drink

Illuminated thoughts pass through doors of stardust

Traveling directly to source

Covering expansive ground and leaving a mark

The coordinates converge to greet warmth 

There can be no distractions

Once the commitment is made

We dance

Find me in the sunshine

Find me in the wind 

Find me in the first bloom and final fall

You will be beside me

We surpass death 

The space is ours for creating

Breathing as clear as the fragrance of the day

Layer by layer

Stripped and free

Returning to source