Reminiscent

I looked for you today and you weren’t there

You’d been there every time before

I don’t know why I looked for you

Maybe because I miss you

Maybe because I miss how I felt with you

I always tell myself not to look for you

But today I wanted to

And you weren’t there

Maybe you finally understood what I meant when I said I couldn’t see you anymore

In any capacity

You finally disappeared

I still hold onto one last piece of you

To see you if I need to

If I want to

I don’t know if I’ll ever use it

But I have it

I wonder if you’re doing the same with me