Recovery

The body tried to see because the ego wanted to see 

I am at peace with knowing

The body tried to move because the ego wanted to move 

I am at peace with stillness  

The body tried to speak because the ego wanted to speak 

I am at peace with silence

I am immovable

Spaceless and timeless

Beginningless and endless

There is no want in me

No desire

All material wishes are of the ego

And I remain

Calm

Ego play

I recently learned a lesson on love

After the initial sting

I found myself 

Searching 

For something familiar

The ghosts of the past collided with the specters of the future

My ego reared its ugly head out of Dorian Gray's picture

Reminding me I still have work to do

Refillable

Study everything 

Find your way

Listen to your heart when you feel lost

Feel the source of the cosmos within

And surrender to it

Light the lamp

And uncover the way

Once you've found your own

Rediscover all the beauty

Nothing lost has ever been

Among the sea of flowers blooming

Stillness washes over in colors bold

Attentive curiosity satisfied

And stimulated beyond all measure

Carried into the sea of knowing

Let me reside in the breath

potential

what if

what if you could die

what if you could be reborn

what if you could be who you are

what if

what if you found love

what if you found life with me

what if the sun illuminated those around us

what if

what if i could offer you solace

what if you surrendered

what if all your fears vanished in the ether

what if 

what if paths crossed

what if we decided we were really ready

what if we were delivered unto each other

what if

what if we went with it

what if we created a new life

what if we were happy individually together

Tarot

The card we pull

Whether right side or reversed

Will show the truth

That we are not cursed

I

Too

In chambers

Wept

For sacraments

Ignored 

Where darkness crept

Along my lips

A single prayer escaped

A meditative state encouraged the light

Breaking like waves 

Beckoning that which is

To be

Intimacy

The heat on his lips from his breath

Confused the body

As it mixed with the cooling energy of his

Finger tips

No physical touch occurred

Just molecules 

Dancing 

Spiraling around the skin 

The cooling heat created condensation 

Sorcery few could master

The external world melted away leaving the only beat of life

His

The silence was primordial 

The shift was inevitable 

He would never be the same again

The answer

Who are you

I AM a child of God

I AM abundance

I AM love

I AM grateful

I AM simple

I AM peace

I AM non judgment in the presence of newness

I AM open to miracles coming my way

Who are you

When asked you shall answer

I AM