Reaching out (a reminder)

There was no working it out

You go your way

I go mine

The end

Abrupt finality

Choices

Rather than moving beyond the ego

We welcomed it

Invited it to destroy the life force we were creating

The simple selfish act of Self deprivation

Defense

Attack

War

Ravaged the beauty that was set

So deep within

New beginnings are always welcome

So work through the suffering on your own

I’ll be around 

Release

Thoughts float away

Like paper boats on a gentle stream

Even the mist thins

All that we are is vibrational energy

Beams of light

Embodied in the material plane

There is nothing to seek

Gravity cannot weigh us down

We are the breath of God

Eternal

Creationists in our own right 

Time

From my genesis

I knew what I liked

When I was 16

I had a type

When I was 18

I transcended myself

In this present moment

I am divine love

Presently

I miss you

I wish you were here

There’s so much to tell you

So much to laugh about

Orb

I am noting special

I’m simply the breath of God

I’m more apt to speak in that manner than any other 

I am my greatest achievements 

Those manifested from love

And when the darkness caresses my senses 

The light within me shines

Conundrum

I’m in love with a boy who loves me

I’m in love with another who doesn’t love me back

Neither loves himself enough to love me

Neither knows how to handle my love

Both of these boys lack maturity

Both of these boys can’t hang

I’m in love with a boy who loves me

I’m in love with another who doesn’t love me back

A boy I once knew

Once I knew a boy who was perfect

You see

He even knew how perfect together we’d be

But he couldn’t detach from his fears

Which immediately showed his years

Of sorrow and sadness 

He lashed out in madness

And retreated to the big mess between his ears

I’m hoping to see him again

One day when he doesn’t pretend 

That he isn’t me and I am not he

And together we both shouldn’t be

Maybe time will allow him to slow

And maybe together we’ll grow

But for now in this moment I have to be me

I have to realize what it is I can be

And that boy that I knew will grow up

Wait and see

I’m sure he’ll come back eventually