Vampire

Incandescent displays of soul love draw me

Addicted to the thought

Enamored by the scent

Atoning in light of this moment

An extension arises on course with the sun 

Emblazoned in light 

More than color

The feeling results from spiritual science

Unlocking mysteries that I never knew plagued my life force

Comforted in knowing each one will be special

Warmth clothes my nakedness into comfort 

With eyes to heal

Aeons from nothing

But ever involving 

And 

Evolving

Struck by the beauty in you as it is the beauty in me 

A path for the righteous is created

Gardens of thoughts and actions and perfections 

Pollinating our soil

Giving us breadth as we expand our consciousness with each other

Self discovery

Structure

A thought of light

Without reproach

Creates a oneness

Completely void of

Separation

Awaken from dreams

Wrapped in speculation 

Let go of egoic thought

See yourself removed

Believe

Be the blank slate

Allow manifestations

Let run the silence 

This brick is the first

Build

Awake

In the waxing morning hours

I lay

Still

Focussing on each indiscriminate sound

Attempting to match each with its source

Attempting to match myself with my source

I lay

Still

Hues of mantra induced richness heat my consciousness

I dive into subconscious realities

Works of art

Seemingly unconscious 

I breathe

Tapering

Sweet smoky musk lingers in the air

Advising all who knew its scent

That life is good

I sit in silence 

Evolving as I did so

Moving forward

Not remembering

Wisdom is stored in places of acceptance

Knowledge begets excuses

Maturity is the distance between them

I sit

In

Silence

Permitting the answers to questions never asked

To manifest themselves unto me

Watching the light change

From purple to white 

To gold

Then back down the chakra spectrum

Keeping check

Keeping watch

Repairing and preparing

Silently as the cloud gets thicker

Lids get heavier

Light shines brighter 

I sit

In

Silence

Hellbent

Auspicious sentiments collide with a wishing star

Bent into an unrecognized dimension

We float

Consciously unconscious 

Unaware of our subconscious 

We float

In the daylight that's to come

Unleashed with battle scars that tell the story

We thrive

But wisdom

Wisdom is not abated by free thinking

All things flourish

Given time

And

Love

In an instant

I started to fall

Again

The same as always

It felt so right

Home

As it was meant to feel

And I was so grateful 

To feel this way

Again

Even in your absence

And the absence of the others 

I still feel

I still smile

I still wish

Flower

Every now and then

The light shines on me

I remembered to remember this time

Every now and then

I fall asleep

When someone is talking 

I collide with my vortex

The essence of simplicity is harmony

Tasting satisfaction after understanding 

Every now and then

My lips part with truth of valor 

And I

Stay

Refined 

Emblazoned by wonder

Centered by intrigue 

Playfully enjoying the moments 

This breath

Is the best

Breath

Welcome home

Intimidated

I rose

Around the same time

I became astounded 

Thankfully pleasured

Aroused by my surroundings 

I realized my life didn't have the same meaning anymore

I realized 

The fantasy was incorrectly requested

The only real thing that mattered was that I evade the zombified gaze into the nothing 

I couldn't even remain petrified

I was mortified

Lies that germinated well before my incubation set me ablaze 

The night held my solace

The way I decided to cope made all the difference 

I refuse to obey

To requite opulence 

Steadfast in the wake of corruption

I accepted no false courtships 

I am aware

Awake

I washed up on shore

Grounded

Alive

Wondering how far I had come

Without any recollection of the past

And how far I could go

Without any destination in mind

I was silent

Prolific in my observations 

My curiosity birthed knowledge 

I knew I was on the right path for myself

I knew I would kiss the stars 

Harnessing the power of stillness

I ran

The wind could not keep up

Tasting my own joy brought me enlightenment 

This is my destiny

A reminder

I saw a hue around me

Of pink and gold it fell

And blanketed all of my fears and woes 

And caught my tears for a rainy day

The brink of the horizon caught me by surprise

I knew I could do better

But who's to say that life wouldn't happen this way anyway

Who's to say what's right 

A light stayed with me 

Always in sight

I couldn't vanquish the sinister without it

When all that you work for 

And bleed for

And believe in

Is put on display 

Before you

Garish and faint 

A cruel reminder of non light

Take solace

Always

You are stronger than you give yourself credit for