What I thought was shallow
Became deep
What I thought I wanted
I was grateful for its passing
In a concentration camp of confusion and alienation
What should've been simple
Gripped me in its frozen talons
A feeling I don't desire to entertain any time soon
Tell me how you grace the bottom
It's fascinating to watch
I'm here to play a part
Endorse me
Ongoing deliberation lingers like chalk dust
From a black board
Unable to settle
My hesitation becomes my greatest attribute
Lust
Fully and completely
Blanketed by aggression
Exacerbating my predilection for desire
How righteous it all seemed
How honest
How devout we once were
How we've discovered ourselves
I could reach out
Again
But that would bear insanity
The border of heart and mind
Felt at the exact moment
There is only one chance
Allow me to stimulate myself
Bring about change
Within me
So changes us all
